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new update!!! From
eddysho
in My life as human
(98 days old)
just updating my blog after 306 days gone with the wind... i forgotten my username and pass word....but as usual by using 0.00001% of my brain capacity..i managed to retrack my record.. any way bu… more
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Economy - my opinion From
eddysho
in My life as human
(360 days old)
Oil price has decrease to US 60 / barrel..how does that figure effect the world economy in general. Well, I can't give any techical comment on what is going to happen but I do know one thing, my gover… more
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Getting back on track From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(386 days old)
It is a busy week for me this week, as I recover from stress and get my life back onto the track it needs to be. Going on the walks where I talk to myself has been of huge benefit, even though I look … more
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Conversations with God From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(388 days old)
When I was really stressed out about two weeks ago, I woke up one morning and for the first time in 20 years I prayed to God. I don't really believe in the convention of God- I absolutely do belie… more
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Today is a new day! From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(389 days old)
It is Friday, the sun is shining generously and it is time to get myself better. Some years ago I was introduced to some CDs of Tony Robbins, a self-professed 'Life Coach' who has some really inte… more
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Dealing with [di]stress From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(390 days old)
Saturday night was a weird and frankly disturbing experience, but one I know I will look back on and appreciate because I know that I have been on the wrong track for some time. I haven't had a d… more
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Being unhappy at work From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(395 days old)
Although I have had my moments, I had until this point never been truly unhappy wherever I worked. I always had disagreements, but largely I have been happy with my role, my colleagues and myself. H… more
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What do you think about...... From
eddysho
in My life as human
(427 days old)
It has been a tenth days of fasting month..the weather is terrific..windy and cool compare to month before fasting started. It just to shows to us that Allah is powerful and can do anything he want to… more
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Happy birthday to me... From
eddysho
in My life as human
(441 days old)
2008...well turn me to 33...meaning for the past 33yrs, I've seen this world changing. Talking about my life progress as human - homosepian, well i'm not saying that i'm at the best spot but comparing… more
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What the hellllll... From
eddysho
in My life as human
(441 days old)
Malaysia goverment has decided to reduce the oil price from 2.70 to 2.55...variance of 15 cent for each liter of petrol do sound like nothing for some commoneer...still, at least it could reduce our m… more
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Getting fit & the motivation to stay fit. From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(442 days old)
I have been going to the gym quite a bit over the last three months to keep myself in shape. The main reason was because I was beginning to get a bit of a paunch- something I had always dreaded be… more
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Current development From
eddysho
in My life as human
(442 days old)
Last week i've attended second interview with my prospect employer....instead of asking me question on my employment practices..they are more keen to ask more on management practices... left fews d… more
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Dilemmas ahead From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(443 days old)
I am faced with a couple of choices in the near future, none of which are easy but they are necessary to keep my career progressing to the level I need it to. First, I need to get back to educatio… more
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life expectation From
eddysho
in My life as human
(444 days old)
new changes in life meake me rethink of my vision and mission in life...new opportunity or am i become more opportunist... just came back from interview with one of service provider in oil and gas in… more
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The despicable Jade Goody From
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in Keepingsane
(448 days old)
Congratulations to Jade Goody, who has sunk celebrity exposure to depths that scrapes the very bottom of decency- to the extent that it drills through the wood, to see decency trickle out of the gap… more
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Credit Crunch Anger From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(457 days old)
The 'Credit Crunch' angers me, because the system has taken our money, gambled with it, and lost- and as a result it is us that have to bail them out because the treasury believe the disease is less… more
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Deconstructed self From
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in Keepingsane
(457 days old)
The past seven months of sobriety have been worrying as they have made me look deep inside myself and I have realised that the things that I have been driven by so far in life are not the values tha… more
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the trouble with being yourself From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(497 days old)
'just be yourself' is a well-worn, cliched phrase that crops up alot- from friends, in popular culture, before interviews etc. It is something that has become embedded in every day phraseology, sugg… more
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Alchohol-free: Day whatever From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(528 days old)
Wow, I haven't written on this since 04.02, which is a really long time. So much has happened in that short space: Labour has imploded, the economy has tanked, it costs an extra £90 a month to fill a … more
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Burning out From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(645 days old)
I think I am burning out because I haven't really had a break in over 18 months. I am not burning out in the way that I'd expected- i.e. from exhaustion. It has just left me with a lingering sense … more
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Goes around, comes around From
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in Keepingsane
(668 days old)
When growing up in the mid-90s, I distinctly remember the Labour party venomously attacking the tories over a variety of 'sleaze' allegations as the party, incumbent for so long in power, had grown ve… more
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Sober as a GODDAMN NUN From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(673 days old)
I am taking New Year's Resolutions to new jealous levels. Not only do I seem to have given up alcohol, but for some reason I decided to switch from skimmed milk to soya milk, which I much prefer. I… more
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Debt-Free From
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in Keepingsane
(678 days old)
Something that will happen this month is that, on 31st January, I will be completely debt-free [mortgage permitting]. This has been a 12 year journey that has seen me at the wrong end of this experien… more
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Goodbye 2007, thank goodness From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(679 days old)
Thankfully that year is over. There is alot to be grateful for, but it was certainly a year of personal turbulence, underpinned by lots of dependencies. I am glad I am over them- as a last hurrah I… more
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New Year's Resolutions From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(681 days old)
For me, by far the best thing about the Xmas period is New Year's Resolutions. They make me feel invigorated and give me some focus, albeit for about six months. But this time I am really going to try… more
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Boxing Day = Grotesque From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(685 days old)
I had the misfortune of going to the Shopping centre at the heart of Brighton this morning. I had gone there originally to go to Art Republic, as there is a print I am really keen on, but it was cl… more
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The value of Christmas 2 From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(686 days old)
Not to labour the point, but it looks like the UK will spend £52 million online on Christmas Day. … more
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The value of Christmas From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(687 days old)
Ever since Charles Dickens defined the spirit of Christmas, it has been uncool to question the value of it. However, we wrote that stopry over 250 years ago and the world has changed since then. No… more
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Parents From
twostepsforward
in Keepingsane
(696 days old)
I haven't seen my parent since April 2005. I have found my parent's influence quite negative in my life, and until that time they had made me feel that the choices I had made in my life were inadeq… more
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myself under control From
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in Keepingsane
(696 days old)
I hope this doesn't turn out to be my football commentary moment, but I think I am getting myself under control and learning to channel my excessive tendencies in positive ways. Until June, I was … more
